Like it is.

Peace

I’ve spent most of my time everyday wondering what i’m supposed to do and where i’m supposed to go next, always a step ahead of others and myself. I always had to know what was going to happen so I can prepare myself. 

For some time now, that I have stopped keeping count of, I gave way to the reckless side. The side that did not make “knowing” a priority. The side that did not have to do everything in one day. I was afraid if I ran out of things to do, I was going to lose myself in sleep and dillydally all the time away. 

It feels nice just to do things I like and not of immediate attention. I lost something a while back and I never figured it out. Though these things/tasks that I filled my days with are all insignificant in importance, I found the thing that I thought I had lost because of them. J’ai trouve…the person I wanted to be.